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[04 Feb 2007|09:49pm] |
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I was holding a gum wrapper (sexually frustrated to the point that I am chewing a pack a day) and I couldn't help thinking I had to turn it into a boat, I kept folding and refolding it to get just the perfect engineering. Before I knew it, I was in the bathroom testing out my design in the sink. I can only assume my subconcious is inticing my fingertips to create a way out of here.
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| Son of a bitch! |
[23 Jan 2007|12:22am] |
I can't figure out if it's you or winter that is making me so depressed...
You really do know how to make a girl feel cheap and unwanted.
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[07 Dec 2006|02:36am] |
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I wasn't kidding when I said I climb mountains now days. Snow and ice and whipping wind on Bascom hill, they might as well have placed Mount Everest between me and Italian class. I finally cried yesterday, I fucking did it I sat on the floor of the bathroom and I balled, I let my mascara smudge and smear and I drooled and I whined and I went all out because I needed to. It felt so healthy to just drop on the floor and whale about everything. Jessica Santos-Martinez has Michael Porter to cry to. I have the weirdest man that possibly could have been dropped into my life, he's odd and unexpected and spontaneous and everyone loves him. It was bad luck for everyone when we both accidentally thought the other was what we were looking for. I really was wrong and I wish I could have made that assessment before I fully succumbed to the obnoxious crush I have on him. I am the only one that has to worry about getting hurt because you are absolutely brimming with self confidence and experience, so get the fuck out of my room!!
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| Give me somthing! |
[22 Nov 2006|01:16am] |
I got back in Milwaukee about 9:00,and started freaking out.
I feel LONELY as hell, I feel like I am 6 years old and I've got no one to play with.
My bed feels huge, cold, empty and totally foreign to me.
I miss terri so badly. Milwaukee isn't home if terri isn't a few blocks away.
What if things are different now? The feeling I get from being here makes me see how much I've changed.
People change, and I like that, but i don't want us to change.
I want you to come back and we can pick up exactly where we were at the end of the summer.
To go on a walk and tell you all about the people that I've met and fallen in love with.
I just need everyone here, just as validation that we are all alive, and all of my memories really infact did happen once.
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| Well I know it's a bit belated but..here's my life. |
[08 Nov 2006|01:29am] |
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Somehow the university, without a dorm survey or any information about any of us, managed to make everyone on the third floor of Sullivan amazingly compatible. I love them all.
Me and my roomate get along gorgeously, we are so different but we meet halfway. My only complaint is how her Minesooootan accent is rubbing off on me.
We have our room set up really well, we have made perfect use of our space, and we also both brought mostly red things, which makes our room so sexy!
We also have a Scarface poster up on one of our walls that just showed up there a few weeks ago, I don't know how, and neither does Jessica.
I put together a nice little collage of all sorts of fun things, like Milwaukee friends and the fortunes of fortune cookies, and pictures of Lake Park and my name written on the concrete in carbon, and posted it on my bulletin board, it's nice to look at such attractive people when i do my work.
I am planning on signing a lease by the end of this week for a townhouse next year that I will share with some of the most amazing people ever!
My hair is growing in blonde as hell for no apparent reason, unless just being near sorority girls makes you blonder...
You all would be so proud of me if you knew how hard i am working, if you were my parents. I can speak Italian and play the piano so well now! and I can identify intervals like I can spell my name. *makes a gangsta face*
I voted "No" today. and so did you, cause if you didn't you aren't my friend.
Thousands of years ago, glaciers formed the hilly landscape of western wisconsin, who's idea was it to put a University on top of them? my calves are so massive now you won't even recognize me.
I stole the chair that I am sitting in right now from the language building at 1:00 in the morning a few weeks ago because i liked the color.
Every boy that I have gotten my hopes up about so far had let me down. They are either really good looking, but boring. Fun, but immature. Or Interesiting, but controlling.
So here I am, and I wish you were here.
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[16 Oct 2006|09:40pm] |
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Things really are different now...
I sleep on the ceiling
I climb mountains
I am a genius at being irresponsible
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[10 Sep 2006|09:19pm] |
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I am so upset with the choices i make.
I don't know if I can talk to you anymore.
I am appalled by some of the things that happened this weekend.
I am so happy about some of the things that happened this weekend.
If I could live in a movie? I would live in the one where you can erase a person from your memory.
I would have to be sure you erased me from your's too.
If I ever made it seem like I don't cry about "that" all the time, I was lying.
you're worried you'll never be able to love anyone, I'm worried I'll never be able to love anyone else.
I am ready to become the person I am supposed to be.
I know less about you than that guy I salsa danced with.
I just needed to get this out of my system.
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[18 Jul 2006|10:35pm] |
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[11 Jun 2006|12:40pm] |
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We are all going to die, and sooner than anyone may have anticipated. Global warming will be killing off 300,000 people a year by the year 2030 and will have forced hundreds of species into extinction. It's a real bummer that those fuckers on capital hill can deny me from ever having a future in a world not on the verge of a second ice-age, and, other than lowering my thermostat and minimizing my driving, there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. The cycle leading to a global disaster is already in place, and shit ! I was really looking forward to having children and seeing them grow up.
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[29 Dec 2005|06:02pm] |
Reply to this with your name and I will tell you:
1. What I think you'll become famous for
2. The title of your autobiography
3. Who your celebrity girlfriend/boyfriend will be
4. What the movie of your life will be called
5. What shocking thing you will become notorious for
6. How you will die
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[29 Dec 2005|03:56pm] |
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Leigh
2. christina
3. Karli
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. singerscarecrow
2. lea2006
3. scarecrow_mod
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. lips
2. eyes
3. non-sasquatch feet
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my legs
2. The way I don’t think before I talk.
3. my laziness
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. English
3. Lithuanian Mother Fucka!
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Getting fat
2. Getting yelled at
3. being diagnosed with HIV/AIDS
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Water
2. a Bathroom
3. Lipgloss
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. This hot bustier tank top
2. a sweater
3. moccasins
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Getting out of the house!
2. Making cool new friends
3. Buying cigarettes?
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. being with someone that can make me a better person.
2. humor
3. Being comfortable
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Height
2. defined bone structure
3. Eyes
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Make a pie crust that doesn’t taste like saw dust
2. Be myself around new people
3. Think angelina jolie is sexy
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Cleaning my room
2. Making clothes
3. photo-shopping pictures
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. being lost in some small town in terri’s truck
2. I want to go somwhere that requires I dress up.
3. yeah…magical powers sound pretty good
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Opera singer
2. Restraunt critic
3. actress
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. Portugal
3. Vennice
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Tisbe
2. Minei
3. Wilhelm
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have an interview with me aired on national television
2. Live in another country for more than a year
3. Have my name on a marquis
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I don’t really like shopping
2. Chick flicks are generally un-appealing to me
3. I love gross jokes
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. My purse is loaded with makeup
2. I love dressing up
3. I love cute little things. (ha! That’s what she said.)
THREE BEST FEMALE FRIENDS:
1. terri
2. to many others
3. to even list
THREE BEST MALE FRIENDS:
1. Ben shwartz!
2. probaly adam
3.and stefan
THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. Dustin hoffman in the graduate
2. Heathe ledger
3. Jason Shwartzman
THREE FAVORITE BANDS
1. Deerhoof
2. Unicorns
3. Gorillaz
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Bill
2. Angelina
3. David Kaye
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[25 Nov 2005|11:52pm] |
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We gotta play this for real some time...highschool will not be complete untill this game goes to "good" use!
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[21 Sep 2005|09:16pm] |
I sure have been in an uncannily good mood recently. I have been feeling good about myself and I have a satisfied feeling of productiveness. About the only thing I could complain about is how disconnected I've been from my friends recently, I am out of the loop, out of the routine, out of step, uninformed. When are we going to hang out? it feels like forever since...the motorcycle day???
I think it would be a lot(!) of fun to sign up for the big brother/big sister program, but I would want a cool kid...not a lame one, maybe a kid that had a nice car, or a swimming pool?
Alright alarm clock! wake me up on Thursday.
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[14 Sep 2005|08:17pm] |
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It was at that moment that she began really wishing that the gun was in her hand, and not his.
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[01 Sep 2005|10:21pm] |
Here we go....take a deep breath.
I relised today that while crying and begging may be able to get me out of being grounded, it will never give me another moment of the summer that I will look back on and smile about every year of my life.
Thanks.
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| I hate surveys! |
[26 Aug 2005|06:04pm] |
...so i decided to make one up and post it.
1. the number 1 most confusing word in the English language- "Trendy"
2. 2 things I feel uncomfortable not having in a room with me- a clock and a mirror.
3. 3 songs I could not live without- These days: Nico, Sunshine superman: Donovan, cigarettes and chocolate milk: Rufus Wainwright.
4. a 4 letter word that best describes me- TALL
5. my 5 year old kintergarten teacher- Miss Wenzel
6. one person who attended my 6 year old birthday party that I haven't seen in years- Kagny McDermit
7. the 7th track on the first cd that I find- Circle of friends: better than ezra
8. a person you know with an 8 letter first or last name- Angelena
9. how old I will be on september 9th 2009- 21.
10. what I was doing ten hours ago- sleeping in a sewing room in terri's house.
please feel free to steal this from me, infact I would be flattered if you did.
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[18 Aug 2005|08:32pm] |
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ouch...sometimes it just hurts.
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[12 Aug 2005|10:58am] |
Wow! this has been one wacky summer! I think I have confided in several people that while this summer seems to have passed exteremely quickly, Junior year still feels like several lifetimes ago. In many ways I feel as if this summer was extremely devestating with the losses and tragedy's we have all faced, but simultaneously good with all the wonderful things that have happened. In a way, yesterday night kind of epitomised the whole summer; Laughing and enjoying myself on Saint Mary's Hill with some of my favorite people, but not without rain falling on us. You know what I mean? no? I guess I am just rambling.
Well because it is friday and because this is my live journal and I will do what I want, I am going to summarize the whole week (From last friday to today) into my very own "Best Week Ever":
( THE BEST WEEK EVER! )
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